December 31, 2002

new day for you

it's my birthday today. December 31st. it's my day, or at least my parents and friends have been telling me it was year after year. i've spent the last 5 years crying for the most part. one stupid boyfriend, or a horrible fight with my sister...you know how that goes. this year i finally decided to let it all go. to give it up, and let all the little people have their day. because i could spend all my time working to make this one special day 'My' day, and be completely disappointed. or, i could just let it go and try to find something else during the year to make my own. sometimes i get tired of having to wade through all the shit to just find something that everyone else will let me keep. sometimes, i just wish i could have one special fucking date to call my own.

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